Wehave
recently learned of the suicide and tragic loss of Hannah Bond.We'd
like to send our condolences to her family during this time ofmourning.
Our hearts and thoughts are with them.
My Chemical Romance are and
always have been vocally anti-violenceand anti-suicide. As a band, we
have always made it one of our missionsthrough our actions to provide
comfort, support, and solace to ourfans. The message and theme of our
album 'The Black Parade' is hope andcourage. Our lyrics are about
finding the strength to keep livingthrough pain and hard times. The
last song on our album states: 'I amnot afraid to keep on living' - a
sentiment that embodies the band'sposition on hardships we all face as
human beings. If you or anyonethat you know have feelings of depression
or suicide, we urge you tofind your way and your voice to deal with
these feelings positively.
I'm leaving it to you to make up your own mind about MCR. As for me, I've joined 'The Black Parade'.
If
you care about the band, the kids hurting, or even me please forward
this to everyone on your contacts. Young or old, Cristian or Atheist,
Friend or Foe.
'BE YOURSELF AND NEVER LET THEM TAKE YOU ALIVE!' -Gerard Way on 'haters'.
August 25, 2008PureRedRumI was nothing,
And then you came along, You said I was your everything, What did I do wrong? How could you do it? Why did you lie? Why'd you rip out my heart, Then leave me to die? You made me suffer, For a long, long time, You didn't care, That you put my life on the line, I was ready to give up my life, Because I felt I had failed you, But you've made your own bed, Why didn't you stay true? You promised me you'd keep me, Time after time, I believed you, I didn't know everyone else you were giving that line, I hope you know what you've lost, You don't disserve me, I did nothing but love you, But you didn't see, If you didn't want me anymore, Why didn't you toss me aside? Like every other boy, You only cared about your pride, You used me, You used her You used the other three girls, I hope that you really did lose your whole world, I don't love who you are, And I never will, The boy I thought you were, Was who gave me the chills, I shed gallons of blood, Over your lies, Because I felt safe and loved, For the first time in my life, You've ruined me boy, Your stain can never wash out, No matter who tries to fix me, I have no doubt, I could have died over you, Trapped in endless sleep, Never knowing, You were never good enough for me, You're not worth the madness, You're not worth the pain, It isn't my fault, You're the one to blame, I'll try 'till I die, But I'll never forget, The comfort, the sorrow, But mostly the regret.
Posted on 08/25/2008 11:20 PM Comments (2)
The Betrayal Comes Before The HeartbreakBenji, my love of three months,
and I are no longer going out and never will again. He had FOUR other
girlfriends!! I was the first and he loved me and the second girl Lea
the most. Im SO done with him!! I gave him a piece of my mind. Hes so
worthless and I feel stupid for trusting him.
PEACE.LOVE.MADDIE
Posted on 08/25/2008 11:19 PM Comments (1)
August 13, 2008I Died On BUZZNETD:
I never go on here anymore. :P I always forget too and that sucks big time!! Like NONE of my friends talk to me on here anymore, I dun have time for my groups, and I dun really have the time to be on at all. Im always on myspace. Anyways...I dun know what to say now. PEACE.LOVE.MADDIE ps. I almost forgot. I havent posted it yet, but like two days after I posted that last Benji and me worked it out and were doing spiffy. Full details later. =]
Posted on 08/13/2008 8:15 PM Comments (1)
July 28, 2008And I Die One Day At A Time Cuz I Just Cant Seem To Get You Off My Mind. No Matter How I Try. Try To Kill The Time. I Think That Im Just Going Crazy. One Day At A Time...
{I hate the Jo Bros. Kay? Kay.} Well me and Benji...We kinda fell {deeeeeep} in love. {like HE was the one talking about our wedding and naming our kids and shit! Not me! O.o} I had the BEST date with him but I didnt kiss him. And now Im grounded from the phone and hes out of state. So I sneak txt him a nice: "Hey baby! Im sneaking my phone. I missed you so much! I love you!" and I get back:"Um..............We need to just be friends for a while." D= I ask him why and he LIED to me and told me he was joining the army. -_- Then I finally get the truth and his excuse was that he has alot going on and he wants to take a break right now so we'll last forever. O.o Then he turns around and says:"BUT DONT YOU DARE THINK I DONT LOVE YOU MADELINE!" So Maddie is very confused and hurt right now. If this doesnt work out she has no reason to live.{Just saying. That doesnt mean Im going to kill myself!}She doesnt want anyone but her Benji....He owns me and all this time I thought I owned him. I gave up EVERYTHING for him... PEACE.LOVE.MADDIE {PAIN.DISAPPOINTMENT.WEAK-ATTACHED-HEART-BROKEN-EMO-KID} ps. Sorry I suck and sorry Im so lame like that.
Posted on 07/28/2008 8:44 PM Comments (4)
July 23, 2008When A Boy...{fwd msg maddie got. Its awesome!!}
When a boy is quiet ... millions of things are running in his mind.
When a boy is not arguing ... he is thinking deeply. When a boy looks at u with eyes full of questions ... he is wondering how long you will be around. When a boy answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... he is not at all fine. When a boy stares at you ... he is wondering why you are lying. When a boy let you lays on his chest ... he is wishing for you to be his forever. When a boy wants to see you everyday... he wants to be yours 4eva. When a boy says ' I love you ' ... he means it. When a boy says ' I miss you ' ... no one in this world can miss you more than that. Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person.... Find a Guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot... Who calls you back when you hang up on him... Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep... Wait for the guy who ...kisses your forehead... Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats... Who holds your hand in front of his friends... Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you... Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! ' {Ive got all of that!! :D}
Posted on 07/23/2008 9:51 PM Comments (0)
Proof and Puddin[plz ask for explaination on the Puddin part.] Ohk incase of doubt here is proof that Im going out w/ Benji::  I’ll get you all a kissing picture if this disturbingly gross picture of us isnt good enough for you. :P So like we went to the mall and I had a GREAT time. Funny enough we only held hands when I saw my mortal enemy and when I saw my parents. I very much enjoyed his touch. I gave him my favorite necklace and he was such a girl!! Hes like, “Oh I cant fasten it.” So I played his little game…And liked it. ;D I wanted to kiss him SOOO bad but I didn’t want to be pushy. I was about to txt him and be like “She said ‘what are you waiting for??’ “ but I didn’t. I should have tho. :P Well any ways when I left I hugged him and I didn’t want to let him go, but I whispered “I love you” and he said it back. Then I left…And yes I was in a bit of trouble for holding his hand. Whatever. Even if it was the most trouble I’ve ever been in, every second was well worth it. x3 PEACE.LOVE.MADDIE
Posted on 07/23/2008 8:24 PM Comments (3)
July 20, 2008You Are The Best One Of The Best OnesMaddie is gushing like blood from a head wound. x3
I love him so much. Hes everything to me and Im nothing with out him. Iv had about 8 bfs and gfs now and number 9 is more special to me than all of them put together. I cant live with out him... Dont think Im a lameo/sap/whore or whatever. If you actually know me then you know Im not like that. Even if you do think that, look how much I care: 0% Benjamin Lee Christopherson has stolen my heart...And I hope he keeps it forever. PEACE.LOVE.MADDIE
Posted on 07/20/2008 10:13 PM Comments (0)
July 11, 2008The Bitch Is Back!So hears the deal. Im going to TRY to be back on BUZZNET now. Kay? Kay.
=] PEACE.LOVE.MADDIE
Posted on 07/11/2008 10:31 AM Comments (0)
July 8, 2008D=Maddie cant be on much anymore, but I love all you buzzpeeps!! So my rents took away my music...AGAIN! So ofcorse Im very upset about that. I was doing stuff I shudnt have been when Benjamin txtd me this;; From:Benji Ok well thank u! i love u! u rok! and byee i guess 2dieis2live CB:555-555-555 Tue, Jul 8, 12:06 am [obvs made up number so stalkers cant call him] So Im very happy right now. I wuz ganna tell him I love him when he got back so I cud tell him in person, but yea. ^^ :o! Hes coming home friday! Ohohoh! Mysti is in Washington. It seems really great there. If youve been tell me. Anyways, mui rents will be home soon so... PEACE.LOVE.MADDIE
Posted on 07/08/2008 4:57 PM Comments (0)
June 27, 2008Green Crayon   Give Alex Gaskarth p-nut buter and a green crayon this year at warped.
Posted on 06/27/2008 4:02 PM Comments (2)
June 24, 2008Alex=2cuteHow can you say no to this face?  (Yush Kayla, I just stole this pic. Mwahahaha! >=D)
Posted on 06/24/2008 2:13 PM Comments (5)
June 19, 2008Diamonds, Pills, and Hundred Dollar BillsHE JUMPED OF A FUCKING BRIDGE!! TWICE!! -_- Then he found his razor blade and I think his talking to the blond girl now! DDDDx Okay. Maddie is (not) calm. -spaz spaz- Buhyeeee XO, MR
Posted on 06/19/2008 10:24 PM Comments (3)
June 16, 2008Benjis The New CancerHes my drug and Im an addict. Here are the lyrics he sent my yesterday and the day before;; Bable Bable, Bitch Bitch, Rable Rable, Party Party, Sex Sex Sex, and dont forget the Violence. Ive got an F and a C, And Ive got a K too, Now all I need is a bitch like U Both M.M songs. O.O Anyways, I MADDIE + BENJI = <3 XO, MR
Posted on 06/16/2008 5:58 PM Comments (0)
June 13, 2008:{Thats Pual up there...And right here ---> :{
He was my bffs lover, but he went gay for my bf's pet moose. O.O Im not crazy. Im mad. =D! Yes, so anyways pic/pix of Maddie and Benji soon. We didnt get to hang out today, and now hes ganna be in New Mexico for a few weeks to be w/ his daddy. D: Now for a song he txtd me today: You scream "Don't look", you scream "Don't touch" What have they done? What have I not? And every time I think about your voice I Start to tremble, and my throat's aching And anytime you need a shoulder, I'm right here You've just gotta find a way XO, MR
Posted on 06/13/2008 6:25 PM Comments (0)
June 8, 2008(a chain mail I sent) I am not afraid to keep on living, I am not afraid to walk this world alone..
For those of you who know those lyrics, good for you. Really. I just
want everyone to know something. I want everyone to know My Chemical
Romance is not a freaking Death Cult.
How can the band that brought you the lyrics above promote suicide and self harm? Let me tell you a little story. There's a news paper in London called The Daily Mail that pinned the suicide of a thirteen year old, Hannah Bond, on My Chemical Romance. Ya know what their reason was? Nothing. They had no reason. The girl was an MCR fan for two weeks before her death. Ya know when she killed herself? Right after a fight with her rich snobby parents that didn't accept her for who she was. Now let me tell you a little bit about the band. They reach out to the kids no one will reach out to. They teach you to be brave, even when facing the death of a loved one or even yourself. They teach you it's okay to not be okay. They teach you to 'be yourself and never take anyones bull sh*t'. Yes, thats a quote from the lead singer. This band openly cares about their fans. When they meet fans at concerts its a mutual 'thank you'. And this band saved the lives of so many rejects, including me. I'm not sure I would be dead if not for MCR, but I wouldn't be who I am today. Some of you are thinking 'I wish she would have never heard MCR then.', but if you'd rather me be a weak spirited, teary eyed cutter then you keep thinking that. If not for MCR, I wouldn't be able to deal with my dads cancer. But oddly enough the theme of their newest album, The Black Parade, is cancer. If not for MCR I wouldn't be as close to my parents. Yes, MCR helped me realize despite what my friends say I CAN TRUST MY PARENTS. '(If) You get depressed, you feel really desperate, you can find other people to talk to. (...) You could talk to your teacher, or parents, or someone you can trust. You can talk to them and tell them what you're going through...' -Gerard Way, Singer of My Chemical Romance. Now back to the death of Hannah Bond. This is one their website: A MESSAGE FROM MY CHEMICAL ROMANCEnews
Posted on 06/08/2008 8:18 PM Comments (0)
June 7, 2008Emo Test-Stolen From Kayla[X] I like skinny jeans.
[X] Music is my life. [X] I write poetry/song lyrics. [X]My hair covers part of my face. [X] I wear band shirts [X] I know who Jeffree Star is. [X] I wear/wore converse. [X] I wear/wore vans. [X] i wear eyeliner [] I have my lip pierced. [X] I/have listen to Saves The Day, Chiodos, Thursday and/or Gym Class Heroes. Total = 10 [X] I'm in a band. [] My screen name has an 'x' in it [X] I understand that My Chemical Romance is not emo. [X] I also understand that Green Day is not emo. [X] I know what mosh means. [X] I sit in corners often. [X] I dislike MTV. [X I take pictures of myself a lot. [X] Especially ones where you can't see my whole face. Total = 8 [X] I am lost without a cd player/my iPod [X] I know that emo is not just a sterotype, it's an effin lifestyle! [] I have/had thick rimmed glasses. [X] I have no issues with bi/gay [X] I hate the prime minister. []I have/had a mohawk. [X] I've worn black nail polish. [X] I hate my mom. [] I hate my dad. [] I hate where I live. [X] Black is a great colour [X]I do/have cut myself Total = 8 [X] Right now I am listening to music [Xish] Myspace= addiction. -if I said buzznet it would be an X. [X] Hot Topic doesn't scare me. [X] I wear studded belts. [] I have had a body part signed by a band. [X] I've cried while listening to Dashboard Confessional. []I have kissed the same sex. [X] I have/ had dyed/want to dye my hair black [X] My closet is mostly filled with black or dark clothes. [X] I cry a lot [X] I write on myself. [X] I have been called Emo before. [X] I have done drugs before. [X] I listen to undiscovered bands Total = 11 Total in all = 37 0-15 - Just a little sad. 16-30 - Scene kid. 31-46 - EMO! Maddie is emo...
Posted on 06/07/2008 10:59 PM Comments (3)
June 5, 2008Diamonds, Pills, and Hundred dollar bills666 Get it? XO, MR
Posted on 06/05/2008 11:43 PM Comments (0)
June 4, 2008I Noticed Nobodys On When I Am These Days..You're hiding from me arent you? Wait its about 11pm when I get on. Haha. Lame, but still. Anyways, my dad is doing really good and they gave us a freewebs for him for some reason and ofcose since Im the computer freak my mom made me set it up...How she wanted it. Goddamn it was hard to please her!! Christ, she was talking about sex in the car on the way home. She was like randomly, 'Maddie, you shouldnt have sex till youre married'. >=) Oh my dirty little secrets...I prolly shouldnt say this online, but like I give a damn. I tell you people everything cuz I never have to see (most of) you in real life (sept for a few of you like Kayla and Kit. I tell you cuz I want you to know..Oo). Anyways, what I was saying is that Im so fucking my new bf Benji. I dun care if he turns out to be a jerk. I dun think he is tho. Hes really sweet and I like him. I think he likes me just as much. Even if he doesnt Im still doing him. Wait, what if he doesnt want to? That'd be funny. The girl trying to talk the guy into it for once. Haha! Dx i havent talked to Abby in weeks, txted Benji in days, havent called Mysti in days, and I swear (my sister had my razr for 3 days) my thumbs were twitching today. Dx Ben Benji Benny Benjamen Benjamen Lee I cant wait to go somewhere with him in case you couldnt tell. Kay Kayla Kayluh Kayla Jo I heart Kayla...xDD Anyways, Im dun. XO, MR
Posted on 06/04/2008 10:46 PM Comments (2)
June 3, 2008IT WUN DIE!The ugly Easton pic wun die!!!
Children cry.  Hopefully itll be killed by tomorrow. XO, MR
Posted on 06/03/2008 8:19 PM Comments (0)
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